No money, All Problems

You remember when we had no responsibilities and couldn't wait to grow up and become adults? Me either. I wish I was back there though. With a wedding coming up, wanting to buy a house, and just having to live in NYC, everything costs so much moolalas, obviously not with the help of inflation either. How come? I was listening to a podcast the other day (either Lewis Howes, Rob Daily, or Mel Robbins) and they were discussing how much stress is correlated with money. When in actuality, money is just an object. Why is there so much anxiety that can be provoked with the thought of a simple object?! Money literally could be a banana... It's just a good, we don't technically own it because it gets traded around for other goods anyways. So why put so much time, effort, tears, into focusing on something that we don't even own anyways? I'm laughing right now because I'm trying to persuade myself to believe in that. But in reality, it's what I need to afford all of the things I'm worried about listed above. I've been doing my due diligence in applying for jobs and am basically on hold right now just waiting for some job offers to roll through, but since I have those big expenses... I was looking into starting affiliate marketing through this blog and maybe even other social media sources. *Queue mini mic set* For some reason, I have this innate want to be known in the world, and I don't just mean known to other colleagues or friends or family. I want like random people to know me, I crave the fame and I think it's also because I crave person to person interaction. I love relationship building and love being a people person. So I'm thinking I can sell myself (ope, not like that)...but like as a brand, brand myself and make myself marketable so that people want me to advertise products for them. I might need a camera for this, huh? Honestly, might full send and start making videos to just show how I can market products, advertise and all that. Keep working on the blog, maybe make some vlogs and maybe even tiktok *side eye emoji*. We'll see what happens... and see if I can make something happen. Keep your eyes peeled peoples. Big things be coming... hopefully...