Lilikoi Dreams

It's October of 2023 people. It's been a hot minute since I wrote a blog and I'm feeling a tad bit rusty. Update of my life, I'm currently funemployed, living in the big ole York of New and looking for a jobbie job in Nursing Informatics! It's crazy out here in the wild, trying to get a job in a new specialty with all the clinical experience and none of the IT background. Most organizations are hiring internally, I mean rightfully so, you know the people and their work ethic but I PROMISE Sistah Ceej is willing to work. HAHA (hire me, pls)... Anywho, whilst scoping out the job market, I've been trying to walk more and get outside especially before it gets crazy cold out. Side note, I literally ALWAYS complain about the weather and it's currently absolutely perfect outside. I thought I'd only use crisp as an adjective for food, but it's by far my favorite type of weather. The skies are clear, sun is shining, but if you get hit with a little bit of breeze it feels the time you start looking for the air conditioning remote to tone it down. If you brisk walk for more than 6 minutes, your pits get sweaty and that's the worst of it! It's the best crewneck/hoodie/comfy cozy/sweather weather. I guess you could say that's hella basic and I'm a fall girly, I mean it does help that my birthday falls in October too, but to play devil's advocate I'm not the biggest fan of Halloween... Back to what I was saying, I've been trying to walk more and I've been listening to alot of motivational podcasts. One in particular that I'm very drawn to is called the School of Greatness, they are about an hour long and most are about just learning how to embody your full potential, with special guests and all that jazz. But there was a segment that resonated with me saying that your passion is not something that's end goal, it's a process. And hearing that made me think, then why am I stressing right now about getting a job when I could enjoy the process of writing and see what happens. I mean, I can come back to this in a few months when I still don't have a job and say, welp that was a stupid idea, or maybe I'll come back to it and say dang, good thing I never stopped blogging. Or maybe me writing out this ridiculousness is just a good way for me to vent and express myself and it's basically journaling. I mean, no one really reads this anyways. Passion, that's the goal right? Finding a passion and sticking with it. I do love writing, I feel at ease when I do it, and I also love telling funny stories about me. Speaking of funny stories, I owe a friend a blog, it's about this time I was in gymnastics.... gosh I'm already giggling thinking about it. Next blog, friend, gotta be patient. I promise I'll write this one sooner than later. Let's get back to this passion project... Lilikoi Dream, if you will.